Saturday, December 1, 2012

The Sad Reality

The sad reality that after just short of a year into your transition of taking hormone drugs, meaning Spironolactone and Estradiol, you come to the realization that you can't take hormones, the drugs have serious adverse effects on your mind and body.

You face the reality that you have gone and will go as far as hormones will change your mind and body to be a woman, which is not very much or very far, leaving you jealous and envious for all those who transition with hormones to see what it does to the body and mind.

You face the reality you can't transition any further on drugs. You face the reality that your presentation won't be any better than you are now. You face the reality people will only see what and who you are now, and not who you really are and want to be.

You face the reality, the sad reality, this is your transition. And you ask yourself, what now?

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